i hate how youre so far. i hate how your arms arent around me right now. i hate how i cant cuddle with you. i hate how i cant feel your lips on mine. i hate how i cant tell you i love you face to face. i hate how i have to wait whenever youre free to hear your voice. i hate how i cant hold your hand. i hate this fucking distance. i hate how we arent physically together. like we are supposed to be.
i fucking miss you like crazy. its really getting to me. i was so fine with it even though i did miss you. but its like. to the point where i feel how far away you are from me. i need you so much closer to me. its to the point where i cry myself to sleep at night just wishing you were here next to me. i really hope to see you soon. i love you way too much to ever let go. no matter how hard this gets, no matter how much i miss you. i promised you forever, and im keeping that promise. id rather have you than anyone else no matter how much closer they are to me. youre the only one i want.i cant fucking wait for this distance to be over.
